Commemeration Explanation Reparation and Dedication

First things first, you may be wondering why I wrote three "chapters" of my first story then stopped. well, I am embarassed by what I am about to say, I started writing having decided upon the world, and the characters, and the setting and history, you know, the part that is actually work. But I never took the time to look at what would happen, I started writing without any outline and I ended up in a situation where I had no idea why he wouldve summoned Mona. I will not be continuing that story, i am sorry for wasting your time.

Okay, so, now to the point of this story. It is actually something that came into my head after watching the Alice in Wonderland movies. As you may know, im a bit crazy myself, I wondered what it took to make yourself create a full fantasy world without drugs. THis will be the story of a teenager who is in the midst of figuring this out. I hope you will bear with me, and allow you to show you a bit of a new world.

This is commemerated to a few people, first of all, and this will seem strange. But I commemerate this to all the people that have made me hate life and the world so much that I wish I could escape. Second of all, and more importantly, this is dedicated to those few good people that have kept me from going over the edge of sad and lonely to clinically depressed.

I want to thank a few of you in particular(this is alphabetical so nobody gets their feelings hurt).First of all, I would like to thank Blue for giving me the idea to start writing, without her conversations deep into the night, probably too deep into the night, if not for her, I would never have done this. Next I would like to thank Joe who by starting his own blog, has made me want to give it another try. Next I would like to thank Kyle for teaching me a few years ago to stop caring about what people thought of me, and just do what I want to whethet it be singing and dancing in the halls or an angry rant every now and then. Next Monique, she has shown me recently that really there is a way for me to actually be happy, I just need to find it. She has done more for me in the last few months than the culmination of other friends in my life. And then there is Rick who has always shown me how to have fun with life, though only recently have I had even the slightest bit of luck figuring out what he has been telling me all along.

p.s. I promise I will spell and grammer check this one ; )